(Before this starts Kisa is my FMA made-up, from this entry until I decide to stop doing this, this is her journal)
I've been walking for a while, I don't remember much of where I've been before, most of the time I'm just trying to forget it all. It's strange, everytime I close my eyes to sleep, when I wake up everything is gone.
I woke up and I all I knew is what happened before I ran away, all I know is that I'm in the desert and I'm going somewhere.
And everytime I get up and walk, I don't know where I'm walking, but I walk. And I wonder if anyone would ever look for me if they knew I was gone, I doubt that though. I'm losing the hope that I had before, the hope that someone could love someone like me. My so called father didn't love me, I don't remember my mother, and if anyone else is worried for me now I don't think I could believe that even if I tried.
As for me, I don't think I could love anyone, I'm so empty and dead inside. My heart is dead, the dead can not love, the dead cannot feel anymore, and yet I cry not knowing my reason for crying, I just cry.
It's as if my will to love was torn from my body the day my mother was murdered by the man I called Otou-san...
.Kayori.Sama. · Tue Oct 18, 2005 @ 11:04pm · 0 Comments |