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Zheit Bramblelark
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Thu Jan 01, 2009 @ 01:46am

No... not pissed. It just took a while to stop crying.

My first real friends I got in the 7th grade, before that I was alone.
Can you blame me for trying to hold on to the ones I have now before everyone goes there own way in the world and I am alone again?

We don't always talk about anime... and if we do its only because there is nothing better to talk about or do in this crappy town. Freshman year I wasn't much into anime but now that I am, I am WAY more open minded than I was before (for this I am grateful). And despite that I still would have been friends with the ones I have now.

I know I have only known you for two years but for me it feels longer then that. You might, or might not, already know this but... I know so much about you and you have made a very large impact on my life... whether or not you agree.

I am fine with whatever decisions you make... but know this, I will miss you three times as much as I miss Megan, and you know how much I miss her when she is not around.

When the final decision is made, do not be mad at me for hanging around you more than usual or being a little more clingy than usual.
If you do disappear out of my life, please promise me it won't be forever. Please promise me that you will keep in touch.
PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF... just promise me this much.

Emira Brightleaf
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Thu Jan 01, 2009 @ 02:56am

Irene, I fully understand your thoughts. I've often thought the same way. People come and people go. That's life. To be quite honest, I've never had any friends that I thought were really close friends. Your guys where the closest I've ever gotten.

I understand everything you've written, and I respect and admire your will to pursue your own ideas. Good for you. Even though it makes me a little sad. I'm sorry if I ever made you feel like I was a burden. I never ment it intentionally.

I also think college will be a good step for you. Hope it's different enough from high school. To be honest, since I started middle college, I've felt more alone than ever. I don't feel like part of any group, and I don't really feel like I have any friends here. More aquiantences than friends. Hope it works for you, and i hope you know that I'll always be there if you need me.

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