Boomy called me with the worst news.. probably I have ever received. That he was with someone else and that we are going no where. So It's over.. Im heartbroken.. hollow.. empty.. I want to die.. I want to kill him and her/ him.. and then throw myself off a cliff.. or a bridge.. God.. I hate.. myself.. I waited for him.. I had so.. many.. plans.. and he threw it away like it was nothing.. nothing at all. I meant absolutely nothing.. God.. I hate me.. I hate you.. and I hate my life.. so.. ********.. much..
The one person I thought I would be with forever just broke the pieces that were left of my heart. I want to die.. I dont want to keep going. No one would ever want to be with something like me.. No one.. nothing.
I thought he loved me.. but he cast me aside like I was garbage. So long I waited for him... but all of it was in vain.. all. Now I just want to die.. Kill him and her/ him and then throw myself off a ******** cliff.. and die. No one cares.. no one will read this and I will just curl up into a ball.. and die. I hope he's happy..
 xGothic Lolita Dollx · Wed Jan 07, 2009 @ 08:01am · 2 Comments |
