So 2 weeks ago I told my JavaScript teacher that I had a Doctor's Appointment today and I needed to know if we could write our Final Exam at any time during the day. He said yes because it was going to take place in the Learning Centre upstairs. So I was all happy and glad. He changed it. Now he says that we HAVE to take the midterm in the afternoon which means I'm going to have to rush through it in order to make it out and to my appointment on time. WTF??
Oh I'm also kind of not in the right state of mind lately. Especially not after last night. I didn't sleep very well and I had 2 different bad dreams. The first one my boyfriend died and there were 2 people holding him trying to get me to do the same but I was crying and didn't want to believe it.
The second dream started with me having just had a baby and was trying to go around getting a baptism set up. The bad part about this dream is that I don't want children right now and in my dream I was going through post partum depression. I didn't care about the baby at all and I was so angry that I had it because my body was ruined and my life was ruined. I was also angry at Ryan because he was not helping me with any of it and when I told him how I felt about myself he didn't pay attention.
 Krysil · Mon Oct 24, 2005 @ 05:18pm · 0 Comments |
