What do I look like now?
I'm so freaking selfish, whats wrong with me? I run around like I'm not in love, then suddenly you smile and I'm all giddy. You deserted me, I pretend to be all serene. I figure out the news, and i'm a fu***ng drama queen. I'll never win, I'll never lose. Stuck in between, I act as though I have many to choose. I hate my treaterous emotions, I hate my untold lies. I love it when they look at me, but hate the tears behind my eyes. My heart is bipolar, my brain is schizophranic. My body acts on its own, my friends classify me as a maniac. But i know what I am, I dont really have a name. Someone gave me a broken mind, I want someone to blame. But the people dont really know, all the shame and hurt i hold inside my being. I wsometimes wish with all my might... that death came and went like a sting......
~Black~~~~~Heart~ · Mon Jan 19, 2009 @ 02:47am · 0 Comments |