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	The wonderful rantings of mine My rantings and.. such
	The wonderful rantings of mine My rantings and.. such

	Dammit..
	Dammit..


God.. I wish I were dead. And I totally mean it too. I.. can't stop thinking about him.. I love him.. so much.. and yet I hate him.. so much. I can't even begin to bare it. Im still shaking, half from the cold and half from my nerves. I just want.. to cry.. and then.. lay down and die.. and now, no one would really care.. Im all alone here, no one cares.. and I don't bother with the people at work. They wouldn't care ether, I'm just the stupid irritating fat girl. I know there is no one out there for me.. for other people, yes, but I believe I am destined to be alone.. For ever. I just want to be loved.. that's all.. Why is it so hard to love me..? I don't know what to do anymore... xGothic Lolita Dollx · Fri Jan 23, 2009 @ 07:54am · 0 Comments


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