i nver do these kind of things.... u kno express my feelings... well heres my chance 2.... and i think ill do it in a poem.... and btw, im writing this off the top of my head. im just going to let it all out.
nevr doin the right things,
and not caring wat life brings,
to sad to see,
the best in wat i can do,
friends try to encourage me,
but i just ignor them.
my bestfriend,
always having boy problems,
me having to listen and help,
i like to do that,
cuz im faithful to friends,
i kno she wants love,
but i tell her shes to young,
she dosnt listen....
o well.
what can i do?
its her life...
feeling that im not important to much,
even tho they say i am,
i still.... feel alone...
maybe.. mayb i need someone,
someone to come,
into my life...
no i dont need that....
i kno im not pretty,
but y not me?
i think... i jump 2 conclutions to much...
confusing those in my path,
locking up my feelings...
kinda like this poem.
its a joumble of thoughts in my mind,
i think im trying to find,
the right way into this crazy life,
or am i trying to destroy myself...?
im not sure...
dreams! hmmm...
do i wish they come true....
if they did,
i would have the best grades,
straight A's,
and no fights and struggles in life,
no more pain and depression,
so i wont feel this opression....
no more crying i tell myself,
but they keep falling.
love....
i would have the guy i dream about,
i wish i could shout...
I REALLY LIKE no... love YOU!!!
but....
no....
i dont think i deserve that.
all these thoughts in my head...
still joumbled up inside,
im so fed up of this!
oh gosh...
i dont think i should be expressing my feelings...
this isnt right...
nope...
it isnt.
so ill stop...
and keep the rest to myself.
sry if its long.... but now that i did that i feel alittle better....
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