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I want to cry
I can't seem to muster a tear
I already said I wouldn't
seeing you makes me keep my promise
but I can only be happy near you right now
it's only not boring with you
it's only right with you
your never aloud to be here though
I'm getting bored of this again
I am getting tired of waiting
truthfully
I shouldn't get you any way
to always wait for the darkness to stop approaching
and the light start shimmering in the distance
I don't even deserve to die
I deserve to always pay for being here
for hurting any one
for not being strong enough at the beginning
and wanting to be weak in the end