At 4:00 am last night I woke up crying... one thougth was in my mind... I was so sad that my best friend that I ever had wont and isnt able to watch me grow up... of course shanes my bestest bud but.... A long time ago I had a friend named Mark... he was so wonderful... when I was ten he died but I remember how he said once he cant wait till he can tease me on my 16 birthday, and how he cant wait till I get a boyfriend so he can tease me about that too.... he didn't get the chance... I'm turning sixteen soon I have a boyfriend but he's not here to share all of that.. I miss him so much... he was the best cousin ever... the best best friend ever... crying
~Black~~~~~Heart~ · Tue Mar 10, 2009 @ 01:29pm · 0 Comments |