It is almost the end of school again. This year it is more depressing then ever. I am not going to lie, I am far from ready to be a senior, and I sure as hell don;t want to be that much closer to graduating. I love my friends, and my town, and chances are I will end up moving when I start college. I know I know, I am being whiney and this happens to everyone. But I am simply not ready. i am too childish to be as old as I am. I am still too adventurous to be raped and done in by this horror they call maturity and adulthood. Seriously, you all know me. How weird would i look behind a desk and serious all the time? Its just not time yet. I don;t want to drive, I don't want to work and move out on my own. I don;t want to be one year away from loosing all my friends to the void that is growing up. I want all those years I spent wishing I were older back. I want to go back to being 13 and innocent and spending all my time day dreaming. I am not ready for this. I am not ready...
 XChaosxKittyX · Tue May 05, 2009 @ 01:45am · 0 Comments |
