OK. I had a very long message on here but jenna,my niece deleted it all.... let's hope I remember it all...
I came home early today,sick,but I'm fine now... I was sick for 3 days durring the turky day break... my friends mom isn't doing too well and it makes me wish that I'd really sat down with her and really talked... I miss everyone in houston. we finally have a car but my parents won't take me driving.. I'm old enough to get a permit but I'm not even close to being ready..(other car went to my step sister in houston,tx)
I'm always tired but that's ok. I'm still my energetic person. won't let myself get depressed like some people. I'm getting better at some things...(won't go into details,but it's an emotional thing... in a way it's like healing) I hadn't cried for over 8 months in houston,but lately I've been able to cry about twice a week^^ (sad books and movies mostly^^) I'm proud to be part of the advisory board at school, but no one tells or asks me anything so I'm not sure what to do....
not too many of my old gaian friends have been on and that makes me sad... but I am meeting new people, like eiri yuki-sama and evil tim^^(Such awesome people^^ *glomperz) but I've got to thanks lerow,he's been helping me a lot lately.. and seshomaru7 has stuck by my side for a while now... hope I don't annoy him TOO much...lol [little busters] makes me laugh a lot and chained up inside is a good person to go to with issues... it's funny,people say I'm good at giving advise but when it comes to my own problems I don't know what to do... kou12 is sweet drunken_penguin and _frenchfri_ have been awesome.. sho_aranes is meh sarah^^ I'm hoping that ~yuki~ would let me add her to my friends list,she's cool^^
anyway.... I'm running around at school... so much work... but if I get all b's and higher on my next report card the my parents said they'd get me an i-mini for christmas^^ so I'm happy 3nodding my b-day isn't too far away and I'm asking my parents for an i-frame^^ (I'm wishing I could get the movie SLC punk but I don't know where to get it,my parents won't get it for me....lol sweatdrop ) hey... isn't it kind of sad? that's my christmas list... an i-nano... as a child you think you can get anything you want but as you grow older and stop believing in santa,you realize the limit on gift spending and you list grows shorter.. you only want what would make you most happy.. the biggest and most expensive thing for most people.... ok,my ranting's over^^ night^^
shadow never seen · Tue Nov 29, 2005 @ 01:59am · 2 Comments |