Ugh. I can't control it. I'm feeling that my hands are shaking, my pulse is getting faster and louder. Maybe I got nervous when I thought about that I'm going out tomorrow for my check-up. I know I should be used but the feelings still there.
While doing some research at the internet I found some topic about a Hikikomori. At first I thought I'm one but may I just state my reasons.
a. Ever since May 2008, I've always disliked going outside of my house. I do go out when I need to go to the doctor.
b. Maybe my physical appearance?
c. I'm weak at talking to people.
d. I've always stayed like 10-12 hours in front of my computer surfing the net.
e. I haven't talked to people personally for a long time. (except my family)
f. I do a lot of things which I can do alone.
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