Always unsure,
always unsure.
Unsure if it's reality
or unsure if it's paranoia.
Both are so likely,
both are so convincing.
Yet I can never make up my mind,
never positive on which one to believe in.
Maybe both?
I don't know.
Either way,
you exist.
You exist to me.
Unfortunately.
Because my mind enjoys this,
enjoys using this against me.
Enjoys dissecting me
to the point of fear,
and confusion.
But I won't surrender.
Even if it means competing against myself,
I won't lose.
---Khristian Carballo
always unsure.
Unsure if it's reality
or unsure if it's paranoia.
Both are so likely,
both are so convincing.
Yet I can never make up my mind,
never positive on which one to believe in.
Maybe both?
I don't know.
Either way,
you exist.
You exist to me.
Unfortunately.
Because my mind enjoys this,
enjoys using this against me.
Enjoys dissecting me
to the point of fear,
and confusion.
But I won't surrender.
Even if it means competing against myself,
I won't lose.
---Khristian Carballo
