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My sadness, my suffering, my life, my happiness, my everything...It all started with the one I love the one I adored the one I would do anything for. She was my everything...and only now I had wish for her to stay. If only I had said something to convince her to stay in my life. If only I could see her again....


Asakumi
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The first time
I remember the first time I had seen her. She looked like an idiot standing their in front of the door. All wet from the water fight that was going on outside as she waited for my kid sister. To tell you the truth really, the first time I had see "her", she looked liked a boy to me. A really tall boy I might say, with short hair in light brown, with her flap chest. It still makes me laugh to this day, thinking about it.
It didn't help much that she looked like a boy. With the baggy clothes and messy hair, but when I found out that she was a "girl" I was shocked. In more ways then one, really I was. I still remember the way she blushed when I said "WHAT YOUR A GIRL"! She was embarrassed. Then later on in the day she told me that I looked like the mom. The mother of my brothers and sisters. Even if I was the oldest it doesn't mean I look like a mother, like really! I was pissed. Even so we both laugh about it.
Our days grew and we began to become friends, and with out warning it came to me that I loved her.The the girl named Savannah. The girl who made me so mad that I would just rip my hair out, if I could. The girl who was only nine years old, and I fourteen. Our ages were different and our gender were the same. In this world of the undecided the power of difference was wrong to this world, that we lived in. And that was what we both feared....
But I was in love with the girl, and I keep it a secret as our bond grew and we became more then friends. Our love was everything to me but now she's gone and now I won't ever see her again...
Why? You must be wondering well it starts with family and well ends with family. In the end who knows...

To be continued...




 
 
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