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ok so here it is as blunt as i can think of saying it i recently broke up with my boyfriend john things just were going no where and always fighting...but i still care for him... when we broke up he told me that moving on would make him feel better so i started dating kameron he is amazing and i love being with him and i love him... he wants to marry me and wants me to move in with him i thought it was all going to finally work out for me but john did he told me that he really wasnt happy that i was with kameron and now even though i know he isnt doing it to be mean i dont even think he knows he is doing it but he cant help but make me upset that im not with him and that im with kameron things are just so fustrating i dont know what to do i dont want to lose john as my friend but im not willing to give up kameron to stay friends why do things have to be so hard for me i want to be with kameron and i want to be happy but it seem that is a light far from my reach... man i have no clue what to do...