ok so befor i told you i moved out of my moms house and i told everyone it would be GREAT! rite? WRONG! ok so i whent back to my "really good friends house"and turns out she had detachment problems.i admit i had a few problems too ignoring her more than i should and hey i ******** apologised.but was that good enough HELL NO!then she found somehow that i diddnt care WTF diddnt care i spent most of my life protecting this girl.diddnt care my a**! so i calm sown after a while of staying with some other friends and go back to her house to try and make better of the situation but no shes still being a b***h.i told her i wanted not to fight or anything and i diddnt even care that she had brought another freind of mine to her house after our "little" fight.but no she goes outside i tell her i just hopped i could visit for a bit and what does she do the first thing outta her mouth.
"well shes been pushing you away too."
WTF was that!i mean really...ok so i leave she obviously still hatted me so i whent to the park and i cryed...yeah i cryed.
later oh and this was fun.while i was crying i found an early b-day present from her i threw it away it hurts to much to keep things from ppl you care about and have to let go of.so i got rid of it....so anyway she contacts me later and says.
"hey i still wanna be your friend. now im like "s**t" so i tell her i got rid of it and were i left it and she says.
"well if you got rid of that you really must not care neverminde talk to me when you understand what i mean."
and she even said it after i told her why i got rid of it...so yeah it hasnt been great after all.
 Ylva Wolfblood · Thu Jul 16, 2009 @ 04:41am · 1 Comments |
