The title says it all really. I don't know how to feel lately.. Everything is going so well, yet I've never been so angry and upset. I think my friend is cutting himself, but I don't want to confront him and it's really scarring me.. Though sometimes I feel like hurting myself is the only option. I'm scared too, I have a strong feeling that something bad is going to happen soon. I just want to cry and stay in bed all day. I want hugs and.. I don't know, I'm feeling so young and small these past few days. Sometimes I find myself thinking, "Why not just end it all here?" To my friends; I know what you're gonna say already, I know you guys well enough. I guess I just need some time to get over this..