[******** this world... Yes, I am depressed and I want to shoot myself... again. :sigh: I havnt talked to my boyfriend in what seems like forever... My parents constantly piss me off.... they still treat me like a child. I have this erge to bang my head on a wall until my head cracks open and blood gushes out... torrents pouring out until I fall dead... :sigh: I need a life.... but... I have been a good girl... I had an erge to cut myself.. but I didnt.. For the one I love. Im sorry Ruben.... if I scare you... but, this is who I am... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!! crying
 xGothic Lolita Dollx · Tue Dec 27, 2005 @ 03:06am · 1 Comments |
