The rejection she felt when she read those words oh her computer than she would ever let anyone know...She says she's fine and acts like she's unaffected by those words, oh those words that hurt more than a thousand white-hot knives. She fights back the tears that threaten to fall even though she knows that he cant see her...Slowly, she shuts down her computer, her tears blinding her. Finally as she curls up in her chair the dams break, the tears begin to fall unchecked in a torrent ofsorrow...Her heartbreaking sobs echo throughout the house and yet, noone hears...noone care enough to get outta their beds to come and see whats wrong...She cries wishing that he were there to comfort her, that his words were just a cruel joke. It's Christmas Eve, a night to be happy and yet, there she is crying for her aching heart, for a love that she lost because of others...Finally her tears run dry as the clock strikes midnight, she lifts her head as the clock begins chiming the time...Not even bothering to dry tears, she exits her room unable to stay in there for another minute. she stands in front of the beautiful Christmas Tree with her arms wrapped around herself. Staring at the tree as the clock makes its last few chimes she whispers, "Happy Christmas to me..." And you know what? That girl was me....
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