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The wonderful rantings of mine
My rantings and.. such
I keep ******** up....
I ******** up... And I continue to ******** up... :sigh: Im such a big ******** screw up... SON OF A ******** b***h!! I have a feeling this year is going to suck too... :sigh: *raises a glass of juice* Happy ******** new year... *drinks it down* Id go blow my head off... but.. I dont... I dont want to leave Ruben.. or my gaia children.. AAHH!! This life of mine.. I make it so ******** complicated... Im surprized he still loves me... I make it so easy not to love me.... because I hate myself so much.....

Post Permanent Link xGothic Lolita Dollx · Sun Jan 01, 2006 @ 09:30am · 2 Comments
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    Sun Jan 01, 2006 @ 10:34am


    SON OF A ******** b***h!! IM A ******** SCREW UP... I hurt him... and now.. Im afraid he'll leave me... Ill do anything to keep him... anything.. I dont want him to go... God.. please dont let the best thing that happened to me go away... please.... I... Ill do anything.. anything.....
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    Mon Jan 02, 2006 @ 01:34am


    I ******** up again... I shouldnt have written in my journal.. I.. I just didnt want to keep my thoughts secret from the one I love.. Im surprized if he still loves me... Im surprized if he still wants to be with me.... I ******** up so ******** bad.... I dont know what to do...
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