Well today I'm not feeling so great crying I've been dating this boy josh for 2 months today. But he didnt call, and I waited until about 1 to call him and he said that he was busy and that I'd have to call him back, I tried and I tried but no one picked up. then I when on msn to see if that was the reason I couldnt get though...nope. Well I'm staying online because he was going to stay at his friend's neils house for about three days and I know hes not going to call from there because neil was at his house for the last three days and he only called me once!!! (at one o'clock in the morning after neil went to bed) argh! well I don't know what to do because he keeps blowing me off, not calling when he said he would, not going online when he said he would, leaving me waiting.... Oh we went to a party on saturday (or sometime this weekend) and he was very happy to see me there lol and he missed me where his hands went told me that (not down my pants!)
Also last week I went over to his house twice and I had to get him up mad and I went over at noon I dont know if hes just a heavy sleeper or he doesnt think I'm good enough to even get up for or wat. Oh my plz coment, you know you want to.
I'm just hoping everything will be better as soon as we get back to school
Mood - Miffed crying talk2hand evil
Song - Never There by Cake
"I need your arms around me
I need to feel your touch
I need your understanding
I need your love so much
you tell me that you love me
so you tell me that you care
but when I need you "baby your never there"
 Circus Hopping · Tue Jan 03, 2006 @ 09:41pm · 1 Comments |
