M'kay...holidays. I think of fun, laughter, romance....everything I used to have in my life until I threw it all away for a more "meaningful" future. I used to believe that love couldn't help me progress to the future that I had set for myself. Well, as it turns out, everything I left behind, slowly came back to me, starting in October. I was skeptical when I first met him, but things changed, the more time I spent with him, the more 'addicted' I became. Long story short, I was able to spend my New Year's holiday with him. After a long, drawn out, family Christmas with chaotic family members, it was well worth the wait. He made the end of the holidays which I normally dread, one to remember.
I just wanted to thank him for everything. He's been there for me when I needed him most -laughs- even when I thought I couldn't take enough of him, he'd easily prove me wrong. I love him so much, and he helped me realize ((w/o him knowing)) my goal I had set, was foolish. To keep myself away from someone who would be interested is cruel, and although I haven't told him this...I have a strange feeling he may already know. I guess, I've said all there is for me to say...I have more, but to bore my reader...well, I try to avoid that.
Mrs Lexxy DragonBringer · Wed Jan 04, 2006 @ 02:28am · 5 Comments |