YAY Go me, because I’ve been so god damn busy with everything happen New foal, Work, A big presentation and everything! My friend is mad at me! God it’s not my fault I’m trying to keep everything balanced out, keep school in with my work! For Christ sakes I’m still in Grade Seven don’t I get a break at all!?!?! Come on really! I’m not god or anything I’m just a kid who can’t do anything right anymore not even keep my friends ok! They don’t know how hard it is for me! To help people, to get ready for so many Presentations I have to do! Hell I had to quite my favourite thing! I had to put down Baseball this year just to get everything done! I still have school and lord. I think my friend hates me know. Can someone just shoot me no, please? This is so annoying none of my friends understand what I’m going through! Only like one person and that is it! The guy I like pretty much said that I needed to change BIG time like not look like me anymore, it hurt a lot to know because I’m different I’m ugly! I feel like crying right now. God. I hate this. None of my friend will even understand what is happening right now! God I just want to scream or cry or just disappear for every. One friend is upset because eeverything. . . . .I might as well just quiet because ya. . . God. I hate myself right now.
Star Stealing Kidd · Mon Jan 09, 2006 @ 04:55am · 0 Comments |