it all returns to nothing, it all comes tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down...
it's been a long while since i updated this thing. so i'll just update from the last entry, glossing over the harsher bits of course.
first, i didn't get to go to SakuraCon, no money. but i'm cool with that, really. i will go again eventually.
also, i just moved. i'm alone now, and have to really worry about rent for November, but at least there is a roof over my head now.
also, my Grandmother isn't in the best of health, and she's pretty much given up living. which really pisses me off, actually. but that's for a whole mess of other reasons.
and the issue with a man in my life - what man? the one i thought was it has barely around, and when he is, it's all about sex. like he only wants carnal sins and no emotional sastifaction. i cannot deal with that.
so i'm putting a lot of space between us, because it's just so ******** hard to deal with a man who wants me for a booty call and nothing more.
damnit, and my Mum warned me about this.
first, i didn't get to go to SakuraCon, no money. but i'm cool with that, really. i will go again eventually.
also, i just moved. i'm alone now, and have to really worry about rent for November, but at least there is a roof over my head now.
also, my Grandmother isn't in the best of health, and she's pretty much given up living. which really pisses me off, actually. but that's for a whole mess of other reasons.
and the issue with a man in my life - what man? the one i thought was it has barely around, and when he is, it's all about sex. like he only wants carnal sins and no emotional sastifaction. i cannot deal with that.
so i'm putting a lot of space between us, because it's just so ******** hard to deal with a man who wants me for a booty call and nothing more.
damnit, and my Mum warned me about this.
it all returns to nothing, I just keep letting me down, letting me down, letting me down...
