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Yesterday's Past
Playing games with extinct thoughts.
I am anew counting time.
This shallow room of mine is isolated,
As if I'm trapped in my unstable mind.
What I did for this life is devoid without answer.
Tell me what to wear on these days.
Where the sun rests on my thoughts
And the moon rises from my nightmares.
Here comes the insanity crashing like comets.
What can I tell say when you play death?
Sometimes I stay up eating up the darkness all around,
Telling myself I still know what it is I want.
I've no money to ease the misery.
But I'm far from miserable.
Just anxious to get this boredom off my back.
Hold my hand,
And watch me let go.
Your nothing fresher than dead corpses.
All I could find myself thinking was YOU.
Couldn't die to sleep without YOU.
So tell me why it isn't you keeping me from losing sleep.
Where have you gone?
I remember your name attached to my bloody heart.
Months going by without consent.
Where have you gone?
Found dead in my dreams.
Dammit.
I'm torn,
Shredded to heartbroken pieces.
Misery take me away.
Yet I'm far from miserable.
Don't say im cold under the sun.
I am deceased in thoughts yet to be thought.
Extend your love so I can make it to you.
Send me to the dementia where my thoughts can lay,
Past the stars,
Past the the large,
Gaseous,
Whole,
Worlds.
Launched through the empty voids of space,
Will I find you?
I need more to see,
Beauty of the limitless space can't faze me.
Dare I say your forgotten,
Not in my chest.
Let this redeem my tragedies,
Forgive my mistakes
But ultimately accept me.
Where this trip is taking me I don't know,
Just you're on the other side of it all.
I've got secrets for you,
That will keep your memory from falling.
Generations falling under us.
Remember our trips to the dark?
Did it rule you?
My love what have they done to you.
So lost,
So far.
My eyes losing focus,
To what it is that I'd die for.
I feel you leaving,
Stay,
Or we'll be leave this existence.
What is your game?
Love, oh love.
I lose myself to the depth,
Am I dying?
Floating still,
Never falling.
Dammit.
The light is fading,
The dark is ruling.
I feel the dark around my soul.
Love...
You never existed.
It's the dark that I've craved.
So here it ends,
Leave me be.
Love is all around.
Dear fate,
Let me stay here...
...Just a bit longer.
The stars will shine but it's what I see when my eyes close, that I love.
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