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titles arn't my thing
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This is what I deserve
Tell me
Why is it hard to let go
Why does this have to be the suffering
I want physical pain
This is my trial
I am nothing if I don't stand and take it
After burning all that makes me what I am
Tell me
Why do these words ring so clear
This is truth
This is who I am now
This is finally what I deserve
So strange
When I deserve this
Of all things that matter
Why does it feel right
To be stabbed in the heart by my own hands
Lovingly I will let go
I wish them luck and salvation
To be stronger then this
What I've become
Let them forget
MAKE them forget
Worse then knowing what I'm doing
Seeing that they know that I am
And wanting me to stay instead
To know I'm hurting them.
It's a tranquil nightmare
A world full of snow to cover up every moment
The feelings still mist through
As I leave
I see them across the harbor
To shocked to make a tear
Maybe even hopeless
This is what I deserve
I'm sorry if it hurts you too





 
 
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