Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

Sometimes there are those dreams that really change things for you...like all the down to the way you feel about the littlest things. This was one of those.

I was in a world where there was a type of darkness covering everything, but no evil...no quest. Then, as the dream began to set in, I, the main perspective being followed by my subconsious pshche, was one person that ran routine missions to the moon. But one day, as I was the msot skilled in this field, the Nations of Earth created a dangerous quest...be the first to run a cargo mission to Mars for a soon-to-be mission. Right after this mission was covered down I was spending my last night of Earth that I'd have for the next 8 months...and I was with the ones that I cared about the most in the world. Dustin, Mark, my entire family, and Courtney. When the whole party had died down and my closest friends and I were just sitting around my cozy littly living room Courtney walked up to me. "Matthew...I've got something that I need to say to you that can't wait. You won't be here tomorrow, so it has to be now." I was confused at the suddeness of this turn of events, but chose ot continue on anyways.

"Will you marry me?"

The rest of the dream doesn't matter. It was right there that meant the most, meant all that I felt about her and how I see that she sees me...how she wants me.

It was amazing.