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i told caroline about jay. she replied that if we get back together that she'll be worried im going to flirt with her again since one of her ex's did it a while back.i told her she was the only one clouding my thoughts. she said she wanted to be alone and went upstairs and lied down thinking. i hope what i said doesnt effect her relationship with cole. idk if thats even why shes alone in bed thinking. for all i know shes thinking if she can ever trust me after flirting with jay. she wants to shoot herself. i told her to please not and she said she wont but she wants to. im such a ******** idiot. whats wrong with me? im driving her crazy and not in a good way.