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Depressed

I just found out Ed took me off his friend's list. Why? T.T
I deleted him cuz he probably wouldn't care. This afternoon I put up my status, knowing them they would reply to my subject...nop. They ignored me...more deppressing. I feel all...alone.

My "dark side" took over after that. Even thought I still am, Iv'e calmed a little. I'm still angry at Ed. I ended up taking off all the pictures of him, and my picture I drew of him. I told Winry to tell him I said bye forever.

All this is happening, and it's right b4 Christmas Eve (tomorrow). Luckily this is just a game. I'm even having thoughts about quitting.

Luckily I made a new friend named Hunny. She actually talks to me, and I luv her. Thankies if youh read this!

Not only all of the above, but in rl, I'm having probs with my bf (Winry calls him Corn (all ears)) He's older than me, but it feels like he's younger. We've been at a stand still in this relationship. I'm the one who asks him to do stuff, he doesn't. He'd rather hang out with his friends than me it seems. I don't think he even realizes either, so I'm gonna talk to him.

Now you know why I'm depressed.