Fröhliche Weihnachten!
(Merry Christmas!)
How many Christmas related journal entries do I have? Probably two or three by now… for detesting this holiday so much…. It is a recurring theme in my journals….
Friede auf Erden
(Peace on earth)
It seems that Death City is becoming peaceful… the overwhelming insanity is not as noticeable. Maybe I’m just growing accustom to it. That is not good….
Wohlwollen gegenüber den Menschen
(Benevolence towards the people)
Well, Frankie is still absent, and that thought scares me to no end… perhaps I shall go look for her while senpai is asleep tonight. Perhaps I shouldn’t be writing that here… he likes to look through my stuff….. But I will look for Frankie-chan tonight, since it is Christmas eve.
Es ist kalt draußen
(It's cold outside)
The cold… I do hate it… but I’ll be getting ready to go to Spirit’s soon. I was actually invited to spend the holiday with him and some friends…. I am thankful. That is for sure.
Ich bin nicht in Weihnachtsstimmung
(I am not in the Christmas mood)
Though this Christmas season has been confusing… I’m still quite a ‘scrooge’ as my students told me. But I’m hoping I’ll get over myself soon. I don’t want to bring the others down with me.
Ein Engel auf meiner Schulter
(Am angel on my shoulder)
Well, I hope that someone is watching over my loved ones. Because I cannot do much myself. I know I’ve denied the existence of God… but I hope that he has some pity for those even like me. So, I hope that he will at least look over me, and help those I hold close. Help Marie’s heart mend, help my Senpai with his own problems… even watch after Justin Law. He may be on thorn in my side, but I will never forget that he once was on our side… but.. I hope that everyone will have a happy and safe holiday season. I do miss what little family I had once. I hope we can come back together…. Perhaps I shall contact Kami-chan, have her come home. Maka would enjoy that…. But then again…. That is not my job… is it?
Überall wurde mir sagen;
(Everyone was telling me wink
So, to wrap this up, I wish everyone a merry Christmas… and I hope that I will find the spirit needed to get through this holiday. Gifts. Cheer. Family. They all seem so unappealing.. But that may be because, up until this year…. It was foreign to me for the longest time. Though, I’ll try, for the ones I do love, though they may not know it… and I may not show how much they mean to me… but I will let them know I appreciated their kindness and that they all keep me sane. At least, as much as they can. I do not know what I’d do without them all….
mit hoffe, dass meine famioly glücklich werden ...
(With hope that my family will be happy...)
Perhaps, I only feel like I should try… because this reminds me that I do have a family. Not just my deceased blood relatives... And I love them all.
Mit Liebe und hoffe, dass das neue Jahr Glück bringen wird,
(With love and hope that the new year will bring good luck,)
-Doctor Franken Stein
 Insanity is Contagious · Thu Dec 24, 2009 @ 07:58pm · 3 Comments |
