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Ever since the little problem with Collide and well, feeling like I am the worst thread owner in the world..I've been done. Who wouldn't be? I mean I was just tossed out like an old egg salad..
Ok, did I just refere to myself as an old egg salad!
Anyway, it was one of the biggest blows I ever had. It was like I was told I was just bad at rping. You can guess how I felt.
Ok, did I just refere to myself as an old egg salad!
Anyway, it was one of the biggest blows I ever had. It was like I was told I was just bad at rping. You can guess how I felt.
So, that last entery was me rather upset. I came back to read it. Only to realize that I am not tossed out old egg salad.
I couldn't help Collide's dying. Even if I wanted to. I see now, that I had to go back and rethink the whole rp. Back the drawing board.
This drawing board was a long process of events. I guess I had to show myself I can and will be literate but also this has shown me two things. Two imporant lessiosn.
1. Its not about the size of the post.
2. Its about the quality of what you write.
My point of the matter? You can write a 9 point pargraph post that has the right spelling and everything. Only to find that it is lacking in what it really needs.
Fine it has 9 paragraphs but does it have what pertains to the plot?
Yes, as I get better I write bigger post but I aslo keep in mind that not everyone likes large post.
As to what I can do? I can do a lot. It doesn't matter what everyone else thinks. All of what matters is that you can do it.
Still though, the pain of betrail hurts. It simply hurts. Should anyone go through what I went through in order to get better? The answer to that is no.
Fact of the matter; it doesn't matter for how long it has been. That pain will aways walk with me. The only way to move on is to move on and well, do what I do best. Role play.
Yet, I have to wonder why this happened to me. Or am I just being slightly paraiod at the whole situation...
Even if I am its no something I want to relive..
Deal with the forsaken misspelled words. Don't want to check it. No one reads this anyway~
