This is the black and white summary of a note I wrote you. You didn't show up, but that's okay.
To a Lovable Monster,
You sound so sad when I read what you've typed up. It isn't good. I want you to be happy, truly I do. I don't think i could hate you, no matter how you acted in the past. The past is behind us, right? And as for the future, you can live up to any expectation you may have. I believe it. You're probably the only person I've ever known who showed such promise in excelling to great heights. You're smart, you know that, we all know that. I'm sure that secretly, deep inside, you just want someone to clarify your fears, and your hopes. No one can do that for you, if you don't give them a chance to get under your skin. You'll have to try and get through these times on your own, but don't shun assistance from the people that love you.
I want to help you... More than you know.
You just haven't learned the secret to blooming yet, Sunflower. You may feel alone at points, but that's because you haven't had the chance to blossom from that tiny bulb that you've been keeping yourself in. You're sleeping, and yet you're awake. The sun taunts you, but the moon plays games with your head. The waking world seems cruel, but dreams won't take you away from it all.
I'd like to help you dream. I haven't dreamed about lots lately... Mostly you.
I want to help. If nothing, I want you to sleep, to truly sleep. I want you to dream a dream, and I want you to realize what's what, and the truth about yourself. Throw down the mask you're always wearing, and take a long look in the mirror. Study yourself, your inner machinations, and tell me what you find.
Please, tell me what you find. Even if you're scared, let me help.
Show me the monster in you, that part that no one understands, that no one wants to understand. Everyone has their own monster, tell me about yours.
And maybe, if you want, I can tell you about mine.
I'l always be listening...
Always...
Love,
The Sad Sheep
I travel around the world and even sail the seven seas
Across the universe, I go to other galaxies
Just tell me where you want, Just tell me where you want to meet
I navigate myself to take me where you be
'Cause I want, I-I-I want you right now
I travel uptown, I travel downtown
I wanna have you around every single day
I love you always
I love you always...
PS: Blue it is.
PPS: So, I'm an idiot... Forgive me?
To a Lovable Monster,
You sound so sad when I read what you've typed up. It isn't good. I want you to be happy, truly I do. I don't think i could hate you, no matter how you acted in the past. The past is behind us, right? And as for the future, you can live up to any expectation you may have. I believe it. You're probably the only person I've ever known who showed such promise in excelling to great heights. You're smart, you know that, we all know that. I'm sure that secretly, deep inside, you just want someone to clarify your fears, and your hopes. No one can do that for you, if you don't give them a chance to get under your skin. You'll have to try and get through these times on your own, but don't shun assistance from the people that love you.
I want to help you... More than you know.
You just haven't learned the secret to blooming yet, Sunflower. You may feel alone at points, but that's because you haven't had the chance to blossom from that tiny bulb that you've been keeping yourself in. You're sleeping, and yet you're awake. The sun taunts you, but the moon plays games with your head. The waking world seems cruel, but dreams won't take you away from it all.
I'd like to help you dream. I haven't dreamed about lots lately... Mostly you.
I want to help. If nothing, I want you to sleep, to truly sleep. I want you to dream a dream, and I want you to realize what's what, and the truth about yourself. Throw down the mask you're always wearing, and take a long look in the mirror. Study yourself, your inner machinations, and tell me what you find.
Please, tell me what you find. Even if you're scared, let me help.
Show me the monster in you, that part that no one understands, that no one wants to understand. Everyone has their own monster, tell me about yours.
And maybe, if you want, I can tell you about mine.
I'l always be listening...
Always...
Love,
The Sad Sheep
I travel around the world and even sail the seven seas
Across the universe, I go to other galaxies
Just tell me where you want, Just tell me where you want to meet
I navigate myself to take me where you be
'Cause I want, I-I-I want you right now
I travel uptown, I travel downtown
I wanna have you around every single day
I love you always
I love you always...
PS: Blue it is.
PPS: So, I'm an idiot... Forgive me?
