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Colors of my Soul
Alone
Alone

iv'e always been alone,
mentally,
emotionally,
its not because of others,
well mostly,
i just prefer it that way,
i know i seem happy,
with my fake shell of a smile,
but its just a charade,
a hollow self that i hide in during the day,
hide away away all the darkness that fills my soul,
the hate,
the anger,
and the pain,
but at night,
when im alone in my room,
i scream into the night,
releasing all those useless emotions,
and i think how much better it is to be alone,
because when your not,
when you let people in,
thats when you find the meaning of true pain,
the meaning of heart break,
as the people you let in turn away,
and i have felt them all,
which i why i think its better off to be,
alone


Hitan ko Tenshi
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  • User Comments: [1]
    hisoka_heart
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    Tue Feb 02, 2010 @ 11:34pm


    cry thats depressing, good, but depressing


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