-sigh-
.....
ok...
so lately ive been having a really bad time..
in almost anything i do....
as much as i try...
i just cant seem to see the bright side of things anymore.
I get really angry at really stupid things,
I get depressed at just a few actions or words.
....i seem to be in a slump i cant get out of....
I feel soo worthless right now...
i really do.
i know it sounds stupid,
but i find myself crying a few times a day,
most of the time for no reason at all.
I went to the Dr, and he said its all in the mind
no, he didnt mean it like im insane,
but -shrugs-
i just dont know what to do anymore...
If this was two years ago,
i would cut and hurt myself anyway possible to try and make myself feel better...
it has been over a year and a half since i have hurt myself like that
and i really dont want to go back....
but its soooo hard to do right now....
....i know you are reading this
thinking
'...wtf...she is so stupid, annoying and lame
whyy am i wasting my time reading this s**t?'
For this i am sorry
i dont mean to waste your time with my stupid worthless life problems and thoughts...
I just need something or someone to help me get out of this slump....
i just need someone who really does care
and doesnt just pretend...
anyway...
sorry for wasting your time,
but if you took the time to read this, then thanx
please leave a comment =l
~Rii
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