i woke up on thurday morning to see my baby puff he was laying on the carpet by the window so that the light hit him he was all puffed up tear and i looked in his mouth cuz i saw something behide his teeth and i was like well he'll live i'll check him out when i get home after school so i get back home and i notice that he's gone i looked up and down for him and then i heard him found him behide the couch and a cuntions i guess i throw back there and i was like damm puff i gotta take you back to the vet and he loves to be held like a baby but not on his back you know old cat and damm i got to the vet roomed in and when i was putting him on the table he was like dont leave me and of course i held his little head with his paw and hell he was so happy s**t im crying sorry the vet woman said a s**t load of s**t i didnt understand and i was like can you just get him a shot something and she was like im sorry but i like it would be the best to let him go and i was like tear boogiers ok i mean i told that he have him whenever he wanted to and i guess that was he's time and the doctor was like i cant get it into a vein so im gonna have to go though the heart and she first shot she gave him was the numming s**t and hell i kissed him goodbye and when she sut him and gave his last battle cry and then i looked at his eyes and he was doped up but still alive and then she went though the heart that one killed me she heart slowed down he was tizzing ugggh it not the fact that he's died it the fact that he's not with me and i carried him out in the cloth blue s**t that he was raped in and s**t he was still warm yeah and then i coludnt take it so i got shot up with some coke and yea i dudded him yeserday but you know when i buried him i cried but i felt like i finally let him go you know i menat i could still cry to this day but i'll be missing him and he wasnt just a cat he was like a mini human/im still gonna bet ya'll bad cats asses