hm today was okay i guess today at lunch i was alone *tear* i felt sad. 5th period was funny when lakyla threw a candy at carolina and called her a worm. Then i walked home from i decided to check on the little doggie. Yes let me explain the story see my neighbors bought this dog. And one day decided to dump it. the little white cute fluffy dog thought his owners still loved him so he stayed in the back infront of my fence. over the past months the dog struggles to survive. He would leave from time to time to look for food then when you think its gone for good it comes right back. I tried yelling at it scaring him with my baseball bat. he would leave then come right back. We even had to powerful storms Katrina and Wilma and still he survived. Ive had a dream of throwing him into the road breaking his little bones. Last night around 3:00 in the morning i hear him moaning like he was in some sort of pain i looked out the window to see nothing but darkness but i knew he was under my window. My mom thought somebody hit him. I just thought he was really hungry. Anyway i walked home from the bus stop and went to go check on him normally i would see him sitting up but there we laid on his back with his little legs sticking up. I saw the flies fly around him. I was too grossed out to even look at the expression on his face i quickly ran in my house and jumped in my bed under my sheets with my book bag still on. I felt so guilty i could of fed him while mom and dad were at work. I could of gave him a bath. I could of even give him one my play shirts to keep him warm on those cold nights. And all i can hear threw my mind our the sad painful moans he maid last night. I never even named the poor thing so shall name him survivor. So this is a moment of silence for my beloved dog survivor ?/ 2/15/06
survivor may you rest in peace heart heart heart
 pokori-cleve · Wed Feb 15, 2006 @ 08:57pm · 2 Comments |
