Exciting today yet very troubling. Here's the story: I really liked this guy for nearly two years. But he was older than me and graduated from high school already. He went into the navy so i thought i'd never see him again.
Turns out i was wrong.
He did come back and I did see him again. My hidden feelings for nearly a year have resurfaced. Problem ish: when i saw him, i was with my boyfriend. He knew i liked him but not....really liked him (i'm trying to refrain from saying 'love'). Anyway, I'm somewhat torn. I know nothing will happen with me and this guy but i still cant help feeling for him. I think when it comes down to it, if i had to choose between him and my current boyfriend, if i were still with my bf, i'd choose him. I just couldnt bring myself to do something so selfish as to leave him (when we have been together for more than a year and have never fought, far for most couples) for a past...love. I'd make that sacrifice.
So yeah, those who go to my school and know about the one i'm talking about, if you ever say anything to my bf that would jeopardize our relationship, you will regret it. I'll know who you are.
Okee enough of that sentimental crap, time for some good news. Gots my report card. Good grades. ^_^ yay! and my dad ish getting some KFC. double yay!! Hmm...i suppose...it would be nice to see him every once in a while. He does owe me a ride in his car and a hug. XP
Regular regular regular...still awaiting art. Once i get them, i'll be taking a break from it and trying to work towards my quest for a KiKi. It'll be hard but i know i can do it. ^_^
I'm hungry so...comment and bye bye.
Minamino Teku · Fri Feb 17, 2006 @ 02:17am · 1 Comments |