Diary,
It has been long while since we've spoken. My brothers here today, enjoying their stay as much as I might. For it will be long before we are re-united. Little have I talked to Leon, Jairo or Youssef. I feel small, little, and cracked within the confindes of my own heart. Taking pain and making it warmth is a difficult task, but I am glad I can do it. There is no longer pain. Only craves for being held. Diary, perchance that I am destined to be alone? Journey alone and succeed alone? Fear is engulfing me with the mere thought. Despair is not far from fear. Calling for strength... no fear, but love. This takes my heart a stray from myself and lets it fine another host for the hour. Though, my chest feels empty and hollow. I could feel the coldness of my own breath embedded in my chest and it pierces. The coldness and hardness of the heart does not help. Perhaps my journey ends here of the day. I must rest.
Until another day beckons,
Farewell~
NakatamiHigurashi Community Member 
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