I sing as hard as i can
My throat is scratching in pain
I want to scream the whole world out
I want to reject my name
The places in my heart are aching
I just don't understand
Everything was under my control
My mind was free
What happened
Why did this happen
My goal was there
My love was clear
Now that's crashed
It stumbled out of a car and fell
I want to roar at the earth
I want to destroy my every being
It feels like an earthquake
Shattering me inside
My heart no longer belongs to one
My preferences are divided
The work I've done destroyed
In my head
I walk along the rubble I built
I want to set it ablaze
I want to burn
Burn
After all i tried to hide
My life opened up
I'm a broken toy again
How I'd like to yell
I ******** GIVE UP
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i felt you were alittle, closed off.
where is the vibrant friend i love, who
no matter what questioned and,always questioned eveything,
you see now that you feel for the need to destroy something( the devil kills steals and destroys)yourself even but; don't the devil wants you to feel confused rebuke him in the name of Jesus Christ( the only reason you don't feel like you deserve happiness is because of the devil, you don't want to decide so he takes the steering wheel.
Of everything don't let the devil ride you, let God/Jesus Christ guide you.
ask me all the questions i'll know some but, ask God for answers and he knows them all*~
I do love you but, Jesus Christ loves you way more i feel him calling you w/ his love but, you (get to choose) and refuse him, and it hurts,..the refusal, choose God today alex. today now!
love sincerly,
Mary*~