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=.= Well right now isn't so great, but not liek anything too special happened this summerr either. I went Camping with my best friend, you could say it was my first timee if you don't count with Grade 7 school camping last September. What else did I do? Well, every day I was always with atleast two or three of my friends. We'd do as much as be retards, play video games, FaceBook, txt, go to parks, buy junk food at the stores, PlayLand etc... Nothing too special there either. I was on the computer I think most of my summerr. I've been doing a lot of Art Requests, and at onee point had ten requests! Crazy eh? I still have quite a few SpeedDrawings I need to do; and also upload to YouTube because of my friends begging me to xP Annnnnd right now we're (my family) babysitting one of the owner's of our last litter of puppies (Yes we breed pugs =.= it's living Hel in my house for me because I can't stand the smell of them, and I'm a cat person.) dogs. They're also a friend of my mum's so that's where we know them from. Their other dog beside Lulu (The pug puppy that won't frikenn leave me or my cat alonee! WE DON'T LIEK DOGS YOU IDIOT PUPPY!! WHY US?!) And their other dog we pretty much call "The Demon Dog" because it hates everyone, bit my dad (And it's still alive I know! 0_0), growls, barks, shits and pisses everywhere and it lives outside. AND THE ******** PUPPY WONT' STOP EATING MY CAT'S ******** FOOD!!! scream liek, my mum's ******** dogs always eat her food and so she always has to starve! Ugh... stare The HPV study is also overr now, with results that girls will only need two shots. 3nodding Next year in February, I cut my hair for cancer. It's already five inches longer than it needs to be, so by then it will also be much longer. Also due to my hair being extremely thick, it may be enough for two people's heads! 4laugh I really hope so! Although back to the crappiness of my summerr, my father screwed us over in court again, and Goddess knows when I'm getting my braces now! And of course no vacation next year, but I expect us to never get a vacation (and I've never been on one before) because of my family being poor. Although on the good side, my mum got full custody but won't be on paper 'til January, so that's when my brother and I will get our passports. My parents are forcing my siblings and I to go to the next court date. I really don't want to go. I don't want to breakdown, and I don't want him to know what I look liek. I've been having these visions, and same with my best friend that he'll one day kidnap me. My mum knows it's a definite possibility, and I really don't want that to happen. My best friend has seen visions of being in a small, dark space in a moving vehicle; which is me in the trunk of his car. I've seen many possibilties of me being kidnapped, him sweet talking me into going with him, and seeing him in places. I asked my mum if I did see him in public, would he reconize me? She said he would know who I was no matter what. She sounded so sure, so I guess I should believe her...but how? Anywayss, school is starting in a few dayss and I'm going into Grade 8. So it's my first year of High School! I'm pretty excited, nervous and a bit scared. I'm not sure what to expect, and no one knows what I'll become. Some say I'll hang with the Natives and end up doing pot, others say I'll always make the right decisions. I'm a good girl, but even I can't see the path before me...it's hard when there's many.
OH SHIET!!! (Sorry I hadd to be called down to be informed on more crap.) Alriight, so now my mum's going to be losing a good $800 a month (or was it year...?) and now I'm going to have to pay half of my phone bill ($35). I'm only thirteen and I babysit. This is going to be really hard, and my dad's probably going to be losing his. I think I'm going to start selling Art. Art is what I do best, and that's how I'm going to get atleast some more money...
xoxo Forever, Jazz <33
k a w a i i--b a y b i i · Sun Sep 05, 2010 @ 03:00am · 0 Comments |
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