Sept 1, 2010
9:16 am
For once im at a loss of what to write. Its strange. There’s no telling what my rambling mind will throw out this time…and I love it. I didn’t really talk to Dianna much last night…and yet I still cried all night. Why is it she haunts me so? What enjoyment could she possibly find in my pain?
I have so many questions for you. You once spoke of a girl you wanted to marry and how she ended up with another. I want to ask how bad the pain was and how you overcame it. I wish I had answers to all my questions. I wish pain didn’t exist. I even find myself sometimes wishing love didn’t exist. if love didn’t exist I wouldn’t be going through this pain. Then again, if pain didn’t exist could love remain? I wish, above all, however, that she would return to me, ready to love hold me again for all time.
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