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I lose
Wrong move
One step
Just one step
...
Do I have to deal with it
My heart burns everything real
Braking all memory into a problem
Nothing ever works
Useless and lost tot he world
Light is shining on my face
Darkness is holding my hand
Nothing more could help
This choice isn't even mine
I couldn't choose this
Never wanted to
Sick of thinking about
I don't even understand the reason
It's all consuming
Painful and unrelenting
It's my fault
Could you ever understand this
How much I gave
I take one step back and it's the start
I got nothing, nothing at all
And if I step forward...
I lose more of the broken peices