DONT YOU DARE FORGET... let me tell you about my new girl... this is the one to everything no lie this time... well so i asked her if she want to hang with just me nobody else for the day or whatever and she was like no at first then my used car sales came in handy then she was like i'll meet you by the parking lot stairs dont be late for the whole next period she was the only thing on my mind scary s**t so time for us to meet and she was was there and i swear i was crying but anyways we're in the car waiting to get the ******** out of this parking lot and it was arkword like i wasnt thinking then like 5 miles down the road i was like s**t this is quiet so i turned on some music and that girl lit up like she was hootin and s**t crazy...and we went to the mall in the arcade won a a** load of tickets like 400 and we give them to this kid and he's like really thank you he's face was to die 4 we went shopping and i was like if you see something you like tell me and she's like i dont need anything... and i was kind of like need??? if you want ... but i didnt say anything cuz really all people need is food, and shelter basic s**t this material s**t is nothing then i look at her she's happy with what she has ... she's happy damm and im always buying s**t to make myself happy... then we go other places with one of her friends and i'll be damm but im likin this girl no babies god please... so im takin her under my wing maybe for a week were a couple or 2 maybe some months and then i get her into the group but damm is this gonna be a b***h like i dont get it she's a crazy a** girl if people would give her a chance but you know that wont happen cuz kids these day cant understand another persons feelinglys cuz there on a high....plus she reminds me of my mom she had no money growin up but she controled every guy in the ******** town and beyond finally got a chance to do something with her life moved to los vegas worked 2 jobs wont name them but 1 was good other ... did what she had to... then a guy my father was her beauty but you dont fool my mom oh no so he keep coming back talked to her then finally she was like what and from then on it was on like donkey kong... love a name that is ... not sure well i do know but no coming out i miss my mommy ... replacements??? is that ok mom hope it is cuz she'll fill your job as wifey jk but you'll accpect i know you will but whatever this is just a bye .... s**t back to my story so im driving around and its getting dark and im like well i guess i'll take you home and get to her house say bye and then she's like you know its like 5 right and im like .... no get back in s**t but i was like ... yea so ******** daylight saving times lets speed up to summer bitches but naw we were like bye ... no kisses no hugs what a shame but like she never smiles in school she one of those girls that says ******** you to everybody and walks alone proud sex really but thats my girl no hugs or kisses for now later maybe and thats ok with me... END OF STORY now theres a new band i found on youtube BRAND NEW in love with every song listened to Okay I Believe You But My Tommy Gun Don't the whole time i wrote this journal