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Open Your Eyes
Why can't you see what you're doing to me? Who cares about your stupid revision. The dark hoard of life can't see the light of the old, days gone and past, it disappeared in the depths of despair, they cannot see the end is near. Why can't you see what you're doing to me? Nobody cares about the task at hand. I'm not digging for your manipulation, I don't want to hear your excuses and answers, ignore me and destroy me. Why does my heart cry? Feelings I can't fight. Your admiration disgusts me. Disappear, forget what you've seen. Keep your hands at the level of your eye. Why? It pains me. Why does it hurt so much to make you smile? I do everything and get nothing. Don't leave me. Don't leave me! Why would you promise me things you can't keep? You said you'd love me forever. Well, forever's gone and past and you don't love me anymore. Don't lie to me. Don't forget me anymore. How can you keep up this charade? Let's not look again to tomorrow. Let's turn this around and forget the past. Forget your beautiful lies, discuss the end of our love. Lay it out for dissection, tear apart the bits and pieces of my heart till the end of time. Drug me, love me, just don't forget me, but it's too late. I can't wait. Turn around and bring me back. This fate sucks a**. How dare you leave me out of the loop? I hope you burn and die in the fire of your lies, choke on the tears that have been flowing for years, swallow the lump that's been keeping me quiet, but I'm getting tired. Why can't you see what you're doing to me? Open your eyes. Open your eyes and look at me. Can't you see I'm screaming your name? You always know how to bring me down. Let's just face it now, you never cared for me the way you said you did. This swap meet is never ending. People exchange fears and tears for forgotten promises and late goodbyes. I'm saying goodbye to the world. The everything of yesterday sucks me down to nothingness, and I can't stop it from pulling me down and under. I'm going under. Disappearing from the light of tomorrow and sweet beens and lullabys. The happenings have ended, this time I'm changing for me. Listen to this last request before I burn in your eyes: if you're going to stab me in the back, make sure you aim for my heart.
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