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so this one i actually wrote a couple days ago, and i just read it again and figured it'd be a nice addition to my collection i have going on

What’s the point anymore?
Why do I write every night?
Why is it that you put me in these moods and I can’t shake them,
Until I write about it?
I can see the moon outside my window,
I used to love staring at it and thinking about nothing,
Now I look at it,
And think about how you drive me crazy,
You’re intoxicating,
When you’re in a good mood,
I am,
When you’re in a bad mood,
I am,
The only thing that doesn’t catch is when you need to talk to someone,
It’s never me,
You always shun me,
And I do as you say,
Just to stay on your good side,
But next time,
I won’t go,
God damn it,
I just want you to talk to me,
We don’t have to be anything you don’t want us to be,
I just want to be friends,
But if you don’t want that,
What am I still doing here?
I don’t need you,
So why can’t I go a day without you?
Why can’t I go a day without writing about you?
My frustration is climaxing,
And I don’t want you to get hurt when I explode,
So maybe it’s for the best,
If you just stay away from me.