i feel that my love for zouka is growing thinner and thinner everyday..
while his feelings grow stronger for me....
what am i to do when nothing i do seems to make it better?
why am i still hanging on?
sometimes i jjust want to break it off and i also want to stay....
but why stay if my whole heart isnt in it?
i guess my flames in desire for his love is fading away...
and i can't repaint the way it used to be
why can't i love him like before?
is it becasue i have been with him for so long?
or is it maybe because i want more than he can offer?
what am i to do?
i don't know, but i do know that if i don't do something fast...things are going to go down badly
why can't somebody tell me what to do or tell me the future so i don't have to deal with this feeling in my heart?
i don't want to hurt anyone....
especially him....
what am i to do when my feelings are like this?
what am i to do?
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