Alright, I suppose I should update this, although no one reads it anymore. My life has taken a drastic change from what it was all those years ago...*Looks back at her logbook* Ok, maybe it hasn't been years, but it has been a while. Where to start...?
I am engaged, to a man who measures far greater than any man I have met. Granted, I may have said this before, but I didn't know what I was talking about. There is no one like him in this world or any other, nor is there anyone more suited for me. He understands my feelings better than I do, can put out my temper before it has a chance to explode, and loves the fact that I am a huge cry baby when it comes to sappy movies or shows. I adore and love him with every fiber of my being and will spend the rest of my life showing him that every, single day.
I recently moved to utah with my love. We live with my grandmother, which is a trial within itself. She has ways of stressing me out and driving me nuts with only a few words. Granted, I spend most of my day at work and away from her, but that doesn't stop her from finding me when I am home or calling me the moment I get off work to tell me to clean up something when I get home. I love her dearly, but one can only take so much before they snap.
My life isn't perfect, but whose is? I adore it for what it is and love the one I share it with. If I have him, and my sweet kitty Tiva, then life is far greater than perfect can ever describe.
As for the life of my girl, things are relatively the same. Rei has returned from his captives, only to find that his beloved has turned his best friend into a monster. Though I have yet to get Zen on long enough to finish this, I find it to be a lost cause to even try and complete. It is what it is, end of story.
For now, Ristar wanders the world in search of something to occupy the guilt she has. Add that to the fact that she has no idea just what kind of relationship she has with the man she loves, and things just get interesting. If given the chance, i will figure it out and go from there. For now, the wandering helps both her and myself. She gets time to think, and I get more time to play her. *Grins*
Well, folks, I think that is about it for this little update. I am betting it is one of the longest I have ever written, but that's mostly because my style of writing has changed. Thank you, Wolf, for that. Enjoy life, everyone, for it's the only one you have. Forget regret or life isn't yours to miss. *Grins and kisses*
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