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Christmas,
peaople ask me many times, do you like Christmas?
Well actually, not realy, no. The christmas at my familys place is always the same: some money, a present which I do not like and the same lame decorated plastictree.
You probably say, be glad you have a family and your heathy and you have siblings and a home and you can stay by them.
Yes that's right and I love my family... well a little. The voice of my mother goes every day though me like a thunder, my sister is so annoing that I'm glad to go to work and abouth the rest of my family. please do not ask!
I wish I could move to an own flat and change my name. But something let me do not go, maybe the fact that I have no money jet, and maybe something... I don't know like a magic chain or something which sealed me to this woman and this live. Oh, I do not want to suicide, I am not crazy! I like myself very mutch and I want to rule the world someday, so the death is someting that is not accepted by me.
But what ever, christmas is something that I don't like and basta.