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I asked for this. I wanted to be different. I didn't want to be like everyone else. I wanted to be my own person, like a spirit walking through a mortal world, I wanted to be foreign and..scary. I wanted to be the girl everyone looked at but no one wanted to talk too. I wanted to be the girl that excited you and terrified you at the same time. Mysterious, sexy, wild, amazing, and beautiful. That was me. That IS me. So yes..I asked for this. But. I did not ask for this solitude. I did not ask for this pain inside my soul. Ii did not ask to be blind. I did not ask to be afraid or to suffer.
My name is neah. I am 17 years old, and I live in the sunshine state of Florida. I am not your average student. I do not fit in with any genre of teenager. I am not emo, I am not gothic, scene, punk, normal, prep, tomboy, or otherwise. I am all of this. I am one with everything. Like the wind, I wrap myself around every nook and cranny that exists. To bind yourself to one path in life is foolish. I walk no path.