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Don't be fooled by me. Don't be fooled by the face I wear. I wear a mask. I wear a thousand masks-masks that I am afraid to take off, and none of them are me.

Pretending is an art that is second nature to me, but don't be fooled. For my sake, don't be fooled. I give the impression that I am secure, that all is sunny and unruffled within me as well as without, that confidence is my name and coolness my game; that the water is calm and I am in command, and that i need no one. But don't believe me, please. My surface may seem smooth, but my surface is my mask, my everything and ever-concealing mask.

Beneath lies no smugness, no compliance. Beneath dwells the real me in confusion, in fear, in aloneness. I hide that. I don't want anybody to know it. I panic at the thought of my weakness and fear being exposed. That's why I frantically create a mask to hide behind-nonchalant, sophisticated facade-to help me pretend, to shield me from the glance that knows. But such a glance is precisely my salvation, my only salvation, and I know it.

That is, it's followed by acceptance if it's followed by love.

It's the only thing that can liberate me from myself, from my own self-built prision wall, from the barriers that I painstakingly erect. It is the only thing that will assure me of what I can't assure myself-that i am really something. . . .

"Who am I?" You may wonder. I am somebody that you now very well. I am every man you meet. I am every woman you meet. I am every child you meet. I am right in front of you. Please-love me!

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My Quest Thread
[KINDRED] Woolord
[KINDRED] Ember the Spirited Fox
[KINDRED] Watermeat
[KINDRED] Dreamy Filligris
[KINDRED] Fafnir Hatchling
Charms

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